Maybe I didn't make myself clear. ?

For those of you who responded to my question basically with some bullshit, y'all can go f*** off. Like I say, I know the internet isn't a place to get help for my type of problem and I really wasn't trying to. If you have some good advice, cool, if not and you take my feelings as a joke, save it.That's like laughing in my face while I cry. And for those of you who don't understand anything abut manic depression, then you can also keep your comments to yourself because what you don't understand you fear and you think it's weird. So if you honestly don't have any good advice, don't even attempt to send me an answer.